Jingmin Blog

Forgive my immature...

2012-01-01T08:54:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the past 1 year and the first day of Jan, I'm being childish in front of you.
Like forcing a second kiss from you when you alrdy gave me one.
You're always making an exception for me. I'm really touched.

I promised you I will be more mature in the year 2012.
I'm 18 alrdy, I ought to be mature! :D

Jiayous jiayous!!!
Jing Min you can do it!

2011-12-31T10:43:00.000+08:00

2011 is coming to an end.

Thanks everyone whom I newly met, and already met previously that made 2011 an amazing year.

2011 is indeed a special year to me.

I've grown up so much, I become more mature as compared to the past.

But I haven learnt how to not be so stressed. (Hahaha... I think my poly friends get what I meant by this....)

I lost one of my loved one, my grandfather, a week ago...
He is a great man, he is 92 years old this year.
He had been with me since I'm born.
Although we faced language barrier, but I tried my best to learn and understand Hokkien.
Without him, I doubt I will know how to speak Hokkien so well.
He is part of my life. =)

To that special guy, we gone through so much ups & downs.
There were so much of unhappiness and happiness.
But they were the elements which made us grow and made us know each other even more.
Sometimes, I love and hate you at the same time.
Hate you for making me love you so much.
I'm still loving you, though I have no idea why till now.

When 2012 is here(in less than 24 hours), Chinese New Year will be coming right up~~!! ^^
Though I'm not going to celebrate, but still 恭喜发财 to everyone in advance！
2012 = 18 years old to me. =)
All the more, I ought to be mature...(Well, of course I can fool around at the right time larhs!)
I can watch M18 movies, I can go clubbing, I can drink alcohol legally.
Woots~
So July 28, you better come soon!!
Hope 2012 will be a awesomeee year. :D

111218

2011-12-18T09:44:00.003+08:00

I love this photo that was took yesterday.
I realize Jasmine and me was wearing couple tee. XDDD

HAHAHA

Is this consider as a update of my blog?
Kekeke~

So much things happened, so much things to say, but couldn't say it out, couldn't express it out.
It kinda pissed me off sometimes, when I couldn't take it.

haiz......... byeeeeeeee~
I'm not happy neither happy. :) Neutral = peace. :)

請讓我繼續喜歡你

2011-12-02T07:29:00.004+08:00

現在請讓我繼續喜歡你
世界毀滅前別把我放棄
我變得多膽小全都是因為你
害怕得不到你肯定

未來請讓我繼續喜歡你　
哪怕只有一點眼神鼓勵
就能讓我以為我能改變一切
我就是什麼都不懂我只懂愛你

111119

2011-11-20T22:42:00.002+08:00

Long time no blog ya. :)

I'm here to blog abt yesterday day out. :)))
It's was an awesomeee day. ;)

Morning to afternoon:
Went to help out for an event(Free health screening) at Expo~ ;)
Met all sorts of ppl~ Haha good experience
After that went to food fest with Theresa. ;)
After that went bedok. :)
After that went to Tanjong Pagar~
This is when the fun & happiness begins~
Kekeke

Chance upon, bumped onto Bryan kor kor~ Kekeke~
Accompany him to smoke.
Chat~~~~~~~~~ :DDD
After that, he helped me trim my bangs~ FOC ;)
Thanks~ :D
We went to asked Andy papa to go 喝茶~
He so naggy~~~ Kekeke~ In the end, agreed to go to Jp with us. :)
He said Nick is coming too. (Hmmm..... I know him, yet I don't know him. How's contradicting. I saw him before, but not talked; I hear his name often, but still not talked to him. But I know where he works though)
So ya, Bryan damn funny can!
We are still at the shop, and he told Andy that we at mrt. =="'
He went back home bath~ And he called to say he waiting for bus, and we are still at the shop. == Bryan need to deal with some loose ends. >< Suddenly, feel that this job is not that slacking as I thought. :(((

So ya, so waiting for Bryan to be done, and smoked again. >< And we set off to the mrt~ ^^(This time, is real!) Andy called and say he reached, and bryan say we reaching in 2 more stops, when in real, it's only half of the route. >< What the HAHAHA... He said if did not lie, he will go home de lol. :(

At first, I was thinking whether I shld go or not, cuz I ought to go home mah, it's quite late by the time, I go out with them, with 3 guys~ But on the other hand, I want to make more new friends, and I haven get to go out with Bryan & not knowing Nick, today would be a good opportunity, isn't it? So I went! :DDD Everything went quite well, ate dinner. :) Chit chatted. :)
Idk why but hearing them talk(or shld I say gossiping) is really funny and happy, and of course I did blend in with them.

After dinner, Nick wants to go buy eggs which I find it quite amusing. :X We went out to smoked again. == (I'm intaking too much CO.) When to the bridge, me and ex-dar first kissed... Kinda sad, kinda hoping I will bump into him.... :( Anyway, they asked me to smoke~ srsyl, in a dilemma whether I should... Really wanna have one and was abt to take. :D And stupid papa say wanna see me smoke pretty or not, and knw how to smoke or not. >< Then I decide not to. :X Cuz later very ugly how? Later cough then damn embarass can?! ><

Went to buy eggs after that~ ^^ Got to knw abit more abt nick, when bryan and andy was talking..... >< ^^ Hehe quite a nice guy after all. :) Going to go back home, and bryan wanna smoke again...... >< I said that he alrdy smoked 4 le lols! >< Then they was like shocked, you go count arh. Duhhhhh~~~ So much can! Then 3 of them called me to smoke, so he won't have any left.... == Damn bad can! In the end, I resist temptation. ;)

Took the same bus with Bryan back. We have so much to chat lols, we can chat abt any things. Kekeke But he every time bully me. :( But it's okay. :))) So happy to get to knw him.

I'm contented to have unique friends like them. They're working, older and many other characteristics, it's very different how a 17 years old polytechnic students will get to knw ppl like them, instead of other poly/JC students. :) So I count this as a blessing, they marked a part of my life. :) Of course, I <3 all my friends larhs. :D

Hmmm.... They say i'm not pretty leh. Call me wear contacts, call me wear braces again. Sobs..... I said I think I'm pretty.... One laughing, one speechless, one **cough cough** wah sian...... I'm really ugly arh... SOBS~ T_T I will change!!! :D and bryan was like... I hear this sentence from you since last year still no change lol..... ><

Hopes dashed, but I will really change!!! I can do it. :DDD
Heheh that's all for tonight~ Goodnight~ :D

I'm pretty~ Lalalala I need to have confidence~! :D

YO!

2011-11-13T15:54:00.002+08:00

Hihi~ I'm back~.....
So much to blog that's why don't want to blog. Hehehe

Nth to blog. Bye~

Hahaha that's lame. There's so much for me to write but nth comes out.

I shall blog a sentence that's summarize everything.

"If you can avoid any harm, why not avoid it?"

That's all for today. Short, sweet & simple. :)
Admire my photo. Hehehe~

All I want is to be happy every day. :)

2011-10-31T22:51:00.004+08:00

I don't wish to elaborate anything else.

All I want to say is I hope to be happy like I used to. :)
I don't want to cry anymore, unless it's tears of joy. :)
I don't want anyone to get hurt. :)

If you're unsatisfied abt me, you can tell me straight in my face! :D

2011-10-13T12:46:00.002+08:00

I'm a girl with small eyes, that is trying her best to make her eyes bigger by applying mascara and fake eyelashes. (Referring to the above picture. ^^)

If you have any displeasure about me, about my appearance, about my make up, about my 自恋, you can always tell me in person, since you know me. :) Or either you can just leave me a comment on my fb, or just personal chat with me on fb!
You don't have to tell my brother to tell me about it!!!!
You can always unfriend me in fb if you don't wanna see my photos, I don't mind, as long as you can stop speaking behind my back.

So annoying. Not the first time that I hear this from my brother liao lols that you say me!!!
First stuff you said: Why do I post my 自恋 photos on facebook.
Answer: Why can't I do that?! I don't think I owe you any explanation. But since you want to know, I shall explain, cuz it's my interest, my hobby.

2nd stuff you said: Why do I wear so much make up?
Answer: Where got so much~!!! @@ urgh~~~ >< maybe is the picture effects that made you feel that way. But in any case, what you don't like, may not means other don't like!
I like it can liao, since it's draw on my face. :D

Swimming~! :)

2011-10-10T23:28:00.003+08:00

Today had a quite fun day with hubby & his friend. :)))
We went Pioneer to swim. :)))

Cabbed to Pioneer MRT. :) Since my hubby told me to cab there and not to be late. In the end.....I reached there like 10 mins earlier. Hehehe~ :D

Urgh, felt so dumb today. :( Cuz:
1. Cause hubby to nearly trip many times >< But did not larhs :D
2. Lock the locker le, realized I forget to take off my specs :(
3. Fell down the stairs. Though hubby tried to catch me. (Thankfully, I screamed ah~ instead of f**k HAHAHA )
Haiz.... I'm so stupid.

Anyway, we had fun, but I feel kinda bad as hubby and me of course stick together larhs, since idk his friend that well... :( Hopefully, everyone each of one had fun. :)))) BE HAPPY :D

Did something BAD today. But ain't regretful abt it. :) This is the first and the last. I hope. :X

Had dinner together at JP @ KFC. :)))
Went home myself, but at least there's a goodbye kiss. :)........ Be contented ya!!! :)

我想你。我爱你。

My new love: Japan

2011-10-07T22:42:00.004+08:00

桜井莉菜

Haha to be precise my new love: Japan girls. Hehe
Really love their style(hair, make-up, outfit) and voice. :)

Attempt to follow their style NOW. ==

I like them since last time, but didn't really get crazy over them. Cuz personally, I dislike make-up in the past, cuz it was such a hassle!!! But now not really, cuz it's quite fun.... though it's get so annoying when you can't do it the way you wanted. But vice versa, once you got it right you will be so happy.

Hehe~ so wish me luck for following their style. :)
Wish me able to become pretty like them~ Hehehe~

Btw, any kind souls out there can buy for me this magazine for me to read. :)
The name is POPTEEN. It is available at Kinokuniya. It's selling at IDK how much, but quite ex.
Thanks alot! :D

For a moment, I'm satisfied with my life

2011-09-21T08:39:00.003+08:00

So ya, the title actually reflects how my post will be like, right?

Yeps, for a moment, only for a moment, I feel satisfied with my life.

Everything is perfect in my life.

The most important stuffs in life, I got it, I got love, money, family, happiness, friends, basic need, a roof over me, etc.

But I'm a girl that think too much, although easily contented, but not for long.

All things come to an end. Regardless good or bad things.

Such as your life come to an end, ppl around you, studies, working, money $_$, almost everything in life come to an end. But the crucial thing is what is the definition of end in you, does it mean THE END OF THE WORLD.

The definition lies in you. You hold the decisons.

No one can predict the future. Who knows what might happen at the next second.

You never know.....

2011-09-17T14:24:00.000+08:00

想你　　　　想你　　想你　　　想你　想你想你想见你
想你　　　想你　想你　想你　　想你　想你
想你　　想你　　想你　想你　想你　　想你想你想见你
想你　　想你　　想你　想你想你　　想你
想你　　　想你　想你　　想你想　　想你
想你想见你想你想　　　　想你　　　想你想你想见你

:(

2011-09-11T13:05:00.001+08:00

I'M SO DEAD!!!

I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO SPEAK/ WRITE ENGLISH FLUENTLY!!!!
OMG LARHS! FREAKED OUT WHEN DADDY ASKED ME ABT ENGLISH.
I'M SO DEAD, I'M AFRAID I'LL SAY THE WRONG THING. ><

110909

2011-09-09T11:49:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was really a horrible day for me.
Fancy quarrelling with <3 at the night before today.
<3 posted emo emo stuffs, that was when I knw I hurt his heart. :(
Realize what I say was how hurt to him.

Hubby, next time you want me to do anything, just tell me straight ok?
Wifey is stupid and slow, moreover, is inexperience in love~ Ok? :)
I will change for you, for myself, for our happiness.
Hope you will do so too~ ^^
Stop playing so much Dota larhs!!!!!!! Not good for your eyes~~~ XDD

110908

2011-09-08T10:41:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night, I say <3.
I'm just telling you how I feel.
Hello?!
Who's being unreasonable here?!

FYI, when I'm telling you off, do you know I'm crying away?

你觉得我心里会好受吗？

110902 I don't like waiting for msg in a conversation

2011-09-02T16:49:00.003+08:00

Honestly, I really dislike those who start a conversation and don't reply~
Cuz I will end up waiting like a retard.... T_T

Daddy was texting me just now....
And he now MIA.
I know daddy might be busy now since he's at work... He did not do it on purpose but I'm waiting mah. I'm not saying who's at fault, cuz no one is at fault. Daddy will reply, it's just a matter of time since he's busy then he won't reply. :D Which means when he's free he will reply! :) That's why I like daddy~ and that's why he's my daddy. :DDD

Waiting for you to reply~

110902

2011-09-02T01:47:00.003+08:00

Just finish watching 2nd ep of City Hunter~~ Hohoho Damn niceeeee~~~ But I damn tired already shall continue watching later, after I wake up~ ^^ Reporting time: 1:50am

110901
Hubby saw me twice today, but I saw him once only... :X Hahaha
Had a talk with him tonight. <3
Hmmm... today conversation seems alright since we're not bickering, quarrelling.
Actually, my definition of quarrelling isn't really quarrelling... How should I explain. I feel that he is kinda annoyed/irritated, equals quarrel in my eyes... I admit I'm kinda sensitive....

I ***E YOU

2011-08-30T07:35:00.001+08:00

Hate or love Idk. ><

This few days, kept on touch with <3 through phone.
Sometimes very annoyed by him leh!
那你证明给我你所谓的安全感啦！！！！

Blog is the way to relieve my stress(I think)

2011-08-24T08:20:00.002+08:00

Recently, I feel kinda stressful, I admit yes, studies is one of the factor. But there are other stuffs that are bothering me too, like friendship, family and love.

Stress until I serious hair loss, until bf want to buy hair wig for me liao. T_T
But the day I wear a wig will be the day he shave his head. Puhahaha~ :P
He keeps cursing me you know... Annoyinggg~ @@ Makes me upset only. Hair is very important especially for girls. :(

Yesterday, the sudden appearance of someone shocked my life. :( I shld be happy but it's really shocking. He changed, yet he did not. As usual, he care for me a lot. And I really miss it... One thing that keep me puzzle is he has a gf alrdy, what for he come back and say such things to me. :( The feeling is no longer the same. :(

Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Hope bf can accompany me this holiday. I want that sense of security when I'm with you can you make it possible? :( I'm not asking for more or what, cuz you are not even making an effort most of the time. Told you le, you only change for a day, is there any difference? @@

Song that makes me feel better: ^^

2011-08-15T19:24:00.002+08:00

A bit sad...
Not abt my bgr~ (That's a gd news ^^)
Abt friends~ ==

Hmm... Maybe I shldn't care about it, cuz it's their problem, and I shouldn't get involved in it not now, and not at the very first place.
Pls 如果你真的爱她，就回头是岸吧，专一点！
我把你当朋友才酱说，听不听由你。

2011-08-12T22:46:00.002+08:00

I MISS THAT KISS.

Back from MIA~ Kekeke~

2011-07-31T18:52:00.004+08:00

PSPS for MIA for so longggg~~~ T_T

It's not that I have forgot about the existence of this blog.... It's just that I have nothing much to blog.
Studies, Love, Friends, Family are rotating in my daily life, to be precise is a daily routine...
Hmmm.... maybe not anymore for love. So much happened that I'm going to suffocate.

Who ever understand the pain that I'm suffering deep down bottom my heart.
The smile on my cheerful face isn't fake, but I don't express my saddness out doesn't mean I'm not sad.

Who's the one there for me when I need a kiss to calm my heart down? Not you.
Who's the one who is there to listen what I have to say? Not you.
Who's the one who hug me and wishes me happy birthday? Not you.
Who's the one who makes me laugh but not cry? Not you.
Who's the one who sms me unexpectedly and brighten my day? Not you.
Who's the one who makes me cry everyday even today? You.

I still love you.
It's just that I'm sick and tired of all these. I really have no idea why am I walking this road alone, when we agreed on walking together....
Remember what I told you before and what you said to me.
Hubby, trust me, okay?
I think I need some time to calm myself down and to think what to do next.

He leave me...

2011-06-25T13:00:00.000+08:00

Looks are indeed deceiving.
Who would ever expect him to leave.
Leaving those painful memories in me.
He may physically left, but mentally remains....

2011-06-22T16:16:00.000+08:00

没有人厌恶爱情，但所有人都厌倦等待，猜测，承诺，道歉和伤害。

Insomnia

2011-06-20T06:37:00.000+08:00

I DISLIKE MY PERSONALITY/CHARACTER!
IT REFUSE TO LET ME SLEEP!!! T_T

Bad hair day!

2011-06-18T18:22:00.005+08:00

I have dandruff on my hair!!!
Seriously like snow like that!!! T_T
Hope the snow will melt soon.... :'((((

And I think it's because of the new shampoo I use!!! T_T
OMFG, I am so gonna kill the person if I see the person again!!!! 给他够力够力！气死我了！
Cost me 23 bucks~! T_T
Shld have die die listen to what daddy says and things will not happen this way. :(
After MST, if i still have dandruff **bless don't have liao**, I will go do dandruff treatment. :(

Loving my bangs. Kekeke~~ Trimmed it yesterday. Wanted to try side-fringe but.... Haiz.....
So still bangs~! ^^

Before:

After:
YOU KNOW WHAT?! NOW THAT I COMPARE THE BEFORE AND AFTER. IT'S LIKE NOT MUCH DIFFERENCE?!!! HAHAHA LOLS. >< AND AIN'T GONNA CUT/TRIM MY HAIR FOR THE TIME BEING.

HAHAHA

2011-06-11T16:40:00.001+08:00

给你一点颜色看~！
Give you see some colours~!

HI GUYS~

2011-06-08T10:36:00.002+08:00

Let's talk about yesterday~~

Actually going out with Rena. But don't know where to go thus it was call off... T_T But I still went out though... ^^I went to Causeway point, and there was like nothing much to shop~ T_T Not much shops are open yet... Kinda regret going....

Thus, next stop I went to Orchard~~ Went Far East Plaza to shop but can't find any nice nice clothes, or bags. So I went to Takashimaya, Ngee Ann City. ^^ Bought myself a real leather wallet, so ex... >< Kinda regret buying... how how how... Hope I will like it after using it more often.... ><

Cute conversation

2011-06-05T17:36:00.003+08:00

...
...
Shop person: When I look at you, I want to smile. :)
Me: Why?
Shop person: Cuz you're cute. :) Keep smiling de. :D
Me: Hahaha...
Shop person: I'm not a les leh, I have bf de.
Me: I knw I knw.... >< (She think too much liao lol... ><) I cute meh?
...
...

2011-05-31T00:06:00.001+08:00

If feeling nausea = pregnant.
Then if males feel like vommiting, it means they're pregnant is it?!!

WTH!

FML.

2011-05-29T09:22:00.001+08:00

I think I'm in love with you again.
FML.

110522

2011-05-21T10:22:00.003+08:00

如果我真的有那么好。。。那为什么他还酱对我。。。
因为昨天你们说的话，我又哭了，在大家的眼里我是那么好，可是在他眼里我又是什么。。。
我不了解，我到底哪里做错，为什么他不要我？
我自卑，我难过，到今日我还为你哭，我还爱你吗？
但我爱不爱一点都不重要了因为你不爱了。。
我真的还爱你吗？　我不知道。。。。

Blog abt 22/5/11(fri):
Went school~~!!! T_T There's AP Chem quiz~~~~ Urgh~~ What I studied did not come out, what I did not study come out 1 qns out of 4 qns, and it is worth 10 marks~!!!! >< Let's don't talk abt it too much, only make me sad. ==

Intend to go home after that but end up went to salon and do hair treatment. ^0^ 2 simple reasons why: I lazy to wash my hair HAHAHA... >< and because my hair so dry... T_T
So spam hair treatment?! Hahaha... ><

Fucker and womanizer(It's a nickname for my friends and they admitted it too~~~ I still have a bastard friend ^^ Please don't get me wrong, this is purely call for fun, don't get angry, kk? And please don't get a bad impression of me, I'm not that vuglar, but that's the name, I got no choice but to call it... Can't blame me) want me to cook for them. >< And I quickly go buy the ingredients and cook~~ 9 person pax... >< OMG, i think I can be a chef or something, I can whip 9 person pax. within 2hrs, kena buffet... Hahas... I admit it was tiring, plus I only get to slept like 4-5hrs that night before... but it was fun!!! Not kidding, so in the end, I think it was all worth it. :))

Told you, 我会当真的。Mark my words, I honour my promise to the extend as long as it is within my control. :) So I really cook~!! ^^ I think they were shocked.... >< Don't be shock~!!! ><
I will regret and feel bad if I don't do what I had said... Plus it is within my control, it's not really demanding... This applies to everyone not only to them. I receive nice feedbacks... except from fucker... >< Fucker seems to be childish, like a kid like that... >< Hmmm... :X
I had tons of fun when I'm with my friends, I enjoy being happy, but am I truthfully happy?
Somehow, I feel my smile is disguise with saddness inside, hope i'm wrong, but I know myself the best... ><

That's all for today... Tata~~ Bye Bye~~

白痴~

2011-05-14T06:16:00.007+08:00

Went school, it turns out to be fine. ^^
After school, went to Clementi, to buy cake box. 遇到 his friend! He asked me, where I'm going, etc.. Wooh~~~ He said cooking is good cuz I told him I wanna buy ingredients for baking~~ ;) Hahaha~~ That is an encouragement for someone who don't cook well.
And I observed his lips are cracking, drink more water ya. ^^ Kekeke~~

And I went back home, and made kimchi pancake plus carrots..
Went out and also trimmed my bangs, so happy~! ^0^ Cuz my fav. is free and help me trim... ^^

(Middle part is ommitted. ^^ Hahaha... ^^)

You know me the best even after so long...
Can't believe so much had happened...

爱一个人

2011-05-07T09:00:00.001+08:00

爱一个人

要了解，也要开解；

要道歉，也要道谢；

要认错，也要改错；

要体贴，也要体谅；

是接受，而不是忍受；

是宽容，而不是纵容；

是支持，而不是支配；

是慰问，而不是质问；

是倾诉，而不是控诉；

是难忘，而不是遗忘；

是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；

是为对方默默祈求，

而不是向对方诸多要求；

可以浪漫，但不要浪费；

*不要随便牵手，

*更不要随便放手

Jia Hui's B'day & our first outing~ ^^

2011-04-30T06:20:00.003+08:00

Firstly, let's start of with the main motive of our outing, it was Jia Hui's B'day on Thursday(28.04) and we intend to celebrate and give a surprise treat for her. :)
On Thursday, Theresa & Jasmine did not wish Jia Hui face to face, but that was done delibrately, cuz they wanna wish her on yesterday, when treating her. ^^ (They did not tell me abt their plan, so I wished her on that day itself~~~ ><)
And on Thursday @ FC 4, someone sang birthday song for his/her friend, and we was like feeling so guilty for not doinf anything. ><

Brief outline of what we did:
Yesterday, we went to Bugis after school, went shopping & went to eat dinner @ Swensen and we cam-whore. :) They are tons of laughter when we're together. :D

This is our first outing, 30/4/11. :D And it's our 19th day since we know each other. :) And we certainly clicked off well together. :)

BFF <3: Jasmine, Jia Hui, Theresa, Ben & Zong Bang. ^^
(I hope we will forever be like this, fun & happy when we're together, I don't want to see any breakage in our friendship. :( )

First day of school. :)

2011-04-19T08:11:00.005+08:00

Roar~~~ Hahaha, I'm waking up so early, when my class starts in the afternoon. >< I'm tired but somehow I just can't get back to sleep. :(
Oh well, so I shld spent the time blogging. :D

First day of school yesterday. Punctual for first lesson, but not for the second lesson. Kekeke, we lost our way. >< Btw, we refers to Jasmine, Jia Hui, Theresa, Ben, Zong Bang and of course ME. :)
So ya, glad that the lecturer did not scold or whatsoever.
Had lunch at Foodcourt 2. :) So cheap larhs~!!! $2.30 for sliced fish soup + rice. :)
We had hw on AP chem on the first day le. :( I don't understand several parts. :( **I want to ask Mdm Heng** Hahaha.... ><
We're learning psychology too. Roar~~ It's an interesting module but... it's complicated, requires much understanding as well as MEMORIZING.
We have to buy 2 textbooks(It looks thicker than my amath textbook!!!! ><), and it's so ex. :(
Today, gonna buy it at popular in SP. **Wallet shrinks**

Upset, you did not fetch me off school. :(
Plus, it's a special day yesterday. :(( (But I doubt you could remember. :(
I miss you so much, do you know? T_T
but...I must be 善解人意, so I will understand you're busy and of course won't angry at you...
To be honest, I was never angry but just upset.

对不起，对你发小姐脾气。可是，你们的态度真的超烂的。
心情超不爽的咯。超级讨厌那些见钱眼开的人。Sucker.

50 Questions, 50 Honest Answers.

2011-04-15T17:09:00.003+08:00

[ZERO] Your ex texted you and wanted you back, would you take them back?
See first ba, see if I still love him or not and the reasons why we broke up the last time. :X

[ONE] Has anyone told you “Forever and ever” then left?
Yes, his mentally left but physically still here.

[TWO] Your relationship status?
Idk. I'm also confused and puzzled about it. T_T

[THREE] Where did you meet your crush(s)?
While walkiing?! :P HAHAHAHAHA

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
Not really. It’s because we lost contact for quite sometime that's why our friendship drifted apart.
So if we get back to contact, we'll be close friend again? ^^

[FIVE] Do you smoke weed regularly?
Nope!! Bad for health!!

[SIX] Think back to the beginning of 2011, are you still dating the same person?
Yeah..

[SEVEN] Would your parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
A little perhaps. I told them about him(ex) and they were not really mad. They said they can't stop me from doing anything though. :) But rest assured, I know my studies is definitely more important and I won't do anything silly. ^^

[EIGHT] When was the last time you really laughed?
With DNHW/FT/01/03 friends during flag day~! Bian Tai~~!! XD

[NINE] Something’s wrong, first guy you turn too?
Andy.

[TEN] First girl you’d go too?
All my best girlfriends. :X :D (I shall find all my best girlfriends at the same time. :D So no first girl ^^)

[ELEVEN] Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?
Idk.

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
YUPS~!!!!!!! I'm angry at a guy who keep staring at me, when I know him and he know me. (Know as in know, not friends though..) At least smile larhs... >< I feel as if I commited a crime or something. ><

[THIRTEEN] What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
He, himself.

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried really hard?
12 Feb 2011

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yeah~!! My loved ones(friends, family, him..). :)

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 mins on the phone?
Can't remember ><

[EIGHTEEN] What is your favorite song?
It varys time to time. :X

[NINETEEN] Do you like Red Bull?
Nope. Too too too sweet. :(

[TWENTY] How many people can you tell just about everything to?
Anybody who is willing to listen and those who will keep their mouth sealed.

[TWENTY-ONE] Have you ever wished on a shooting star?
Sadly, I’ve never seen one.

[TWENTY-TWO] Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
Yes~! I love him...

[TWENTY-FOUR] Describe yourself in one word?
Dumb.

[TWENTY-FIVE] Do you have anything that belongs to your ex?
No..

[TWENTY SIX] Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender?
Yes.

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Do you rebound?
No. Should I say I'm devoted? Hahaha Or should I say I want to be in a relationship with someone who truly love me and I truly love him, and not treating each other as a spare.
不要为了想谈恋爱，而谈恋爱。

[TWENTY-EIGHT] Ever cheated on someone?
Not really.

[TWENTY-NINE] What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?
I can't stop him... Just sad lor. T_T And maybe curse him~!! HAHAHA

[THIRTY] Do you act differently around the person you like?
At first, yeah, cuz it was kinda awkward. But after getting along with each other, when both of us are more close, not really. :)

[THIRTY-ONE] Honestly, what guy’s number do you have memorized?
Father, Big Bro, Andy, Da Yao, Him.
(Because we msg often, that's why I could remember lol..)

[THIRTY-TWO] Is it hard to make you laugh?
No.

[THIRTY-THREE] Who was the last person to make you mad?
12.

[THIRTY-FOUR] Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
I hope so, if he had straighten his thoughts.. ><

[THIRTY-FIVE] Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?
No.

[THIRTY-SIX] Has anyone ever called you “scrumptious” before?
No.

[THIRTY-SEVEN] Would you like to put a night on repeat, and live it forever?
Yes, I would.

[THIRTY-EIGHT] Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
Yes. :)

[THIRTY-NINE] Is your best friend a slut?
No.

[FORTY] Is hard drugs a turn off?
Yes!

[FORTY-ONE] Are you happy with life right now?
IDK. ><

[FORTY-THREE] Are you still in love with your ex??
Yes. :X

[FORTY-FOUR] Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship?
No. I want to be the first but never the third. Not in the past, not now, not in future!
F*** that bitch~!! T_T (Ps for being so worked up.. cuz I really dislike her cuz because of her...)

[FORTY-FIVE] Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes.

[FORTY-SIX] Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
Yes. I'm sorry...

[FORTY-SEVEN] Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in?
Yes!!!

[FORTY-EIGHT] Where is your best friend?
Sleeping, working, watching tv. (Hehehe, I have many best friends. :X)

[FORTY-NINE] Something your happy about?
When he's with me, chatting with me, msging with me.

[FIFTY] How is your heart lately?
Fatigue. Tired. :(

*Credits from Denise's blogpost. ^^ I came across it, and I was bored, so I did it. :D

April 13, 14, 15.

2011-04-15T16:38:00.006+08:00

110413
Went to SP for the ice breaking games for CLS freshies! ^^ Didn't play much... Cuz I fell on my way finding the polyentre. Fell into the lang gao(drain) which is taller than me. That's why my wound is on the knee, unlike those small small lang gao, which will injure at the ankle. :( After the games, we takeaway Burger King and eat it somewhere else. ^^
Then went for spice training. Then school end.

Met him and told him abt I fall into the lang gao. He so mean!! Laugh at me. T_T No ask me pain or not, no call me to apply what medicine or what lor. T_T So uncaring de.. Only say if he is at there, he sure will laugh like siao lor... :(
Hehe, he took my bag, he say it's super heavy. Cuz lappy inside mah, and he saw my flag day "gong" then he donated his chillings, 1.20 without asking! ^^
Our conversation:
Me: Ah~ Can put inside liao meh? Tmr then flag day leh.

Him: Can lah...
Me: You want sticker?
Him: No need larhs
Me: You no take later tomorrow they call you donate again.
Him: Tomorrow I won't donate le. I is see ppl donate de.
Me: **Heart melts**
(translated from chinese)
And he stole my umbrella~!!! I have to come back home drenched!
Wonder how is my umbrella now? XD Hope he receive the text that I call him to open the umbrella to let it dry or else it'll smell like rotten fish. :((

*And happy birthday to Andy! :) Tks ya for not replying to anything. LOLS~! at least reply tks larhs!!

110414
Flag day early in the morning. And you know what?! I have to wake up earlier than my secondary school timing, on that day and also on every monday and alternate tuesday in future! :( I miss tanglin, which is several bus stops away from my house, unlike sp.. :((

I raised a fund of $84.50 at Queenstown and Jurong East. ^0^
And thanks sis to donate money unlike someone who steals my sticker...~~ XD
Ate lunch with clique at Jurong East. :) Went back school around 1 plus. Counted money, submit my license and went back home. ^^

110415

I can't go facebook when he's online.
I get angry, I get sad whenever I talk to him siol!!

Today, day seriously ruined by him and my aunt. T_T
Kept getting scolded by aunt, so annoyed, sick, take mc still can scold. And keep call me to do her work. Argh~!!! I don't have a choice but to help her~~!! She forced me to!! T_T Urgh... I hate it... Accounts~! Hate it!!!
*Btw the he on 15 apr and the he on 13 apr is different ppl lol!! Hahas. ^^

Special mention:
And yeah, I went into DNHW/FT/01/03 class, with 15 ppl(13 girls & 2 guys.). Met new friends. ^^ Have good friends there alrdy!! ^^ Hope we all have a nice time together in this 3 years,... wait hang on... not only this 3 years... after these 3 years too!! :D

110412

2011-04-12T21:17:00.003+08:00

*for more pics, pls refer to our profile -> photo albums. ^^

Went out with Charmaine today to Queenstown and Bugis and Clark Quey. :)
Went eating & shopping for clothes and bag :D and lost my 1 of my contact lens(but found it in the end.. scary experience)
And sorry Charmaine. >< I was really tired and I have no idea why so I wanted to go back home early. :((( We'll go out again next friday. ^^

Items that I bought list:

1 pair of skinny jeans
1 t-shirt
1 bag
2 boxes of contact lens(80 dollars!!!! T_T) Trying to think positive that the 80 bucks is well spent, looking at the long run. ><

Quick update on 110211(Monday): Went poly for orientation. Hmm.. a long talk abt CLS. Met my tutor and classmates.

Gonna sleep early today for tomorrow orientation.
That's all for today.
Goodnight

又想你了，又落泪了。真的好想念你。好爱你。

110409

2011-04-09T18:08:00.002+08:00

I'm back I'm back~~~ ^^

Are you bored?? Are you using the com/laptop and don't know what to do with it? ><
Like me in the picture. XD HAHAHAS

...

一阵冷风吹过。。。

That's was lame.. I think. Hehehe

But I am really bored!! :( No one accompany me, nothing to do, watch dramas until sian, not that interested in K-Pop, C-Pop, J-Pop, E-Pop anymore. :(

But I'm quite looking forward to this coming week. Part of the reason, orientation week~~~ :) And will go out with Charmaine again to Bugis~! :)

I won't be bored. But... my money will be gone gone gone I think. ><

And I hope I could move out of this house. :( External conflicts everyday, so noisy everyday. :( Wish I could move in with... :((( Sobs.. T_T Haiz... :( I feel so restricted here. :(

Seriously, I hope school quickly starts. :)

Imy. :(

Depressed...

2011-03-31T19:07:00.001+08:00

*Sry for being so vuglar... (I don't scold vuglarities often, I use them only when I'm super angry, annoyed?!)

I got harassed by people everyday! Weird people everyday!

If you treat me as a friend, you wouldn't torture me everyday. :(

Why do you make your problem my problem? I have no responsibility to cheer you up when you're down due to your "reasons", to chat with you when you're bored. We're just friends, just normal friends or less than normal friends. T_T

I have my reasons. :X You know the reasons and you refuse to accept the truth?! What are you trying to do?

My heart softens all the time, I can't ignore someone msgs, I will feel super bad, even if I'm so so so angry, sad, annoyed, I'll still reply, but it's just a matter of time.. :(

I'm waiting for msgs but you guys are just giving me false hopes everytime my phones ring, vibrates. :( I have eyes, I can see what you guys want. What I really want is not you, and what you really want is not me!!! So please let me go. :( Please!! T_T

我不是不会对别人动心 ;
而是因为心里已经有了你 ;
我就觉得没必要再对其他人动心 ♥

110329

2011-03-30T09:03:00.003+08:00

Went out with Charmaine to Bugis to shopping... ^^ Went to 我愛台妹 to buy food and drink. ^^ Went shopping & took neoprints~~!! ^^ So pretty so pretty~! I like the neo-prints!!! It's seems as if we put make-up and we have brown brown hair. So pretty!!!

(Perhaps, next time if i wanna dye hair, I bring this pic and say I want this colour. XD)

Omg, I'm dilemma over should I buy the bag when I have tons of bags @ home! >< Mom will kill me de~~!! Hahas In the end, no buy. T_T Kinda regret... ><

Went to Clementi Mall for dinner & shopping. Ate pepper lunch. ^^ I did not know pepper lunch serve ROTI PRATA. Hahahas~!!! I think only Charmaine, the kid and I understand the roti prata thing... Hahahahas.... The kid is so adorable. ^^

So overall, my expenses:

pouch(for pencil case usage)
T-Shirt from Cotton On
2 socks
Milk tea with Diamond Pearl & Pepper Lunch
Neo-prints

That's all what I had bought, I think... ^^

Hehehe.. this is all about our day out. ^^
Thanks for reading.... Kekekeke~~!

My First Kiss

2011-03-27T09:19:00.006+08:00

"Don't just kiss someone out of the blue to see what it's like to kiss, have your first kiss with someone you love."

There won't be a second time of first kiss, if you lost your first kiss.
So consider it wisely who you are giving it to, is it to the one you love?

My first kiss is gone ... to the one I love ... on our first date ♥

110326

2011-03-26T22:41:00.003+08:00

Feel so fuck up right now. ><

I meant what happen had happened so why care?
Everything seems so perfect and at the last minute ruined.

Our very first date...
Still love you though...

STUDY~!

2011-03-24T18:14:00.003+08:00

I SERIOUSLY HOPE MY STUDY DOES NOT MEAN THE ABOVE PICTURE~! ^^

So ya, my brother talked to me about poly stuffs, and it made me terrify of poly! :( But since I chose this path, I have to continue... for 3 years. :) Borrowed some of his notes(since some of the modules are similar. ^^) But... I don't understand much about it. D: Although it's chem, bio, physic, math... but it's totally a different story as secondary school!

For a moment, I regret for not going JC... ><><

Hmmm... On second thoughts, I should stay in secondary life... HAHAS... Cannot!!~~ I have to move on... ^^ So ganbatte~~~!!! ^^

Yesterday(110324):
Went to SP to see laptops with Zhi Tong. :) Hmmm... most likely shld be buying that HP laptop. :) Daren tagged with us last minute since he's bored and he's at SP. :)) A lot ppl call us to join camp.. I think I'm joining one of the day camp. :)

After that, Zhi Tong and I went to the gym @ Clementi~~!! ^^ First time~~~!!! ^^ Hahas~~ Quite fun but tired too. :(((

That's all for today. Bye bye~~ ^^

110317

2011-03-17T23:12:00.004+08:00

Today went back to TDE with Agnes & Jeanine, to danceeee~~~ ^^ Visit the D.A.N.C.E.R.S!! ^^
Ate peanut pancake from Jeanine. Thanks! ^^
Did some warm-up, sit and talk with some of them..
Bones are aching, cracking.. ><
Anyway, Dancers~~ JIA YOU JIA YOU for SYF!!! ^^ DO YOUR BEST~~!!! ^^

After danceee went to Clementi West to meet Doreen to pass her something. Then we took bus 30 to Jurong Point~ Seems a very long journey although it took around 30mins. My earpiece died on me. SOBS! But thankfully, Agnes shared her earpiece with me. Thanks!^^Listened to K-Pop, chatted abt K-Pop. ^^

Went to watch "big mommas like father like son". Quite nice and funny movie. ^^ Shared nachos with Agnes, and Jeanine shared popcorn with Agnes too. ^^ Went Artbox, both of them bought something. :) MRT-ed to Clementi to do something, while Jeanine MRT-ed to home and Agnes bus-ed back home.

MRT-ed to Jurong East, met 2 friends, one switched mrt, one took bus, but different bus as me @ Jurong interchange. Suddenly remember and went to buy ear-piece and took bus 51 and bus-ed back home. ^^

So be it, I think too much.
I know what happened supposed to make me fall in love with you even more and it certainly made us even closer.
Maybe you are right, we don't suit each other.
I doubt I want a guy who brings me far far up and throw me deep deep down HARD!
Sorry.
The love feelings is just not there anymore, like it used to be.
Maybe tat feeling will be back, when you realize you lost me...

Passport~! T_T

2011-03-14T11:48:00.003+08:00

Passport Passport, where are you? :(

After 1 week, the ICA yet send me any letter to collect my passport... Sobs... :(

I wanna go overseas, I wanna go JB, I wanna go China... ><

Next month, aunt and grandpa going to go China for like a month?! I also wanna go!!! But... where in earth is my passport and next month school is going to start!!! SOBS~!!!

^^

2011-03-12T09:49:00.000+08:00

I'm blogging using phone now when I'm at home when there is com. LOL!!

Back to blogging?...

2011-03-10T22:48:00.008+08:00

Hihi~~ ^^
I'm back to blogging. :)
Honestly I been blogging all this while.. but saved it to drafts time to time due to:
1. too much to write abt my daily life till I lazy to write..
2. i think i wrote too much of my feelings and love, sad stuffs.. I don't want you guys to get bored and to worry about me ^^

110309:
Went out with Zhi Tong to West Mall to watch 'Unknown'. Nice movie and the twist at the ending really surprise me and confuse me.. >< HAHAS~~ Want to know the full movie, go watch it yourself. ^^ Before the movie, we went to eat mac. ^^ Fillet O fish~~ ^^ Chit chat~~ ^^ After the movie, went to shop around at West Mall.. But there is nothing much to shop there. :(( So shop awhile and went back home after that. Next outing for us, should be at the Fair for Lappys @ SP. ^^

Yesterday:
Went to the salon to do hair treatment... ^0^ Btw, I highlighted my hair at another salon, copper red, I need the hair treatment urgently!!! After highlight-ing, my hair become like grass?! hahas(means very dry larhs...) The hairstylists was like haiz... while combing my hair.. it tangled.. >< I was like can you don't ... and shake head... and another one I was like don't need sorry, I understand why... :(( Sobs... :((
Oh well... it doesn't matter now.. what done is done.. Do more treatment lor... ><
As for the colour... One says it's doesn't suit me, I can dye something brighter...(I agree too ^^), but another one says it's nice . ^^ Awww~~~ Thanks!! :D Love you tons~! XD
With the price I paid for the highlights at the salon at Chinese Garden, I can highlight or dye my hair twice or even thrice at this salon. ><

我现在只想要简简单单的爱。可是，好像不可能。。。有好多ｂａｒｒｉｅｒｓ噢！
爱情好复杂。
能体谅体谅我吗？

Poly.

2011-01-26T12:18:00.005+08:00

I got into Nutrition, Health & Wellness. Should I say FML? I seriously have no idea. The course is not bad, and not good either. HAHAS!!

Depressed by what my dad says, you so short, lack of nutrition, be nutritionist, sure bo? No one wants to see lols.. Thankfully, my mom defend me she say I short so will educate people to grow taller. LOLS!!~~ HAHAS

Something good about this course is my bro can help me with some of the modules. ^^ And perhaps, I can learn something, to make myself grow taller. XD And I can educate people to eat right, quite a beneficial course. I can learn how to cook for my laogong, train my laogong have muscles. XD

放手

2011-01-25T18:14:00.001+08:00

"傻孩子，到現在還放不下對方嗎

傻孩子，到現在還想著對方的一點一滴嗎

傻孩子，有些人、有些事、我們可能偏偏放不下

傻孩子，我來給你做個試驗：

你拿著一個茶杯，然後就往裡面倒熱水，一直倒到水溢出來。

你燙到手的時候是馬上鬆手了嗎？知道我想說什麼了嗎？

這個世界上沒有什麼事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就會放下

可惜的是...我寧可不要我的手..也不願忘了.我跟你一起的回憶

就算放手了..也會有疤痕.. . . ..... ."

Credits not to me. Merely sharing. :))

110122

2011-01-22T23:24:00.005+08:00

Went to send Shermaine off in the morning with Doreen and Charmaine. :)) Met at Clementi and mrt-ed to Changi. I ate chocolate sundae, Charmaine ate apple pie and drank milo and Doreen ate vanilla ice cream. After sending Shermaine off, I mrt-ed to Bugis to shop for shoes, bag and accessories, while Doreen and Charmaine went home.
Had no intention to go Bugis at first until today morning when my mom says she going out to OG @ people's park and refuse to go with me to Tiong to buy shorts with me. >< Plus, she wants me to buy back dinner for aunt and Ah gong, when by the time I sent Sher off, it's still early for dinner lols. Doesn't want to go home and go out again... So, I went shopping at Bugis alone, last minute.

Bugis, suits me.. **Budget** ^^ HAHAS!~ Expected, it's freaking crowded! >< But it's a fruitful day. Bought 2 shoes, 2 plain tops, 1 shorts, earrings and a bag. :)
That's about it about my day.

And now, I'm caught in a dilemma whether to cut, trim, or don't do anything to my hair.. I can't make a decision. I think I have split personality. XD Cuz 1 moment, I'll be like cut, another moment don't, and other moment, fine fine trim. HAHAS!!! Super afraid I'll regret.. cuz my hair don't seems like it's growing fast. T_T Gawr~~~ ><
Dilemma over this slightest thing is driving me nuts, giving me insomnia.. XD
HAHAS, but 我就是这样的。。 this is my personality, this is my behaviour, always dilemma over decision... ><

I.T.A.L.Y.

2011-01-20T09:51:00.007+08:00

111017

2011-01-18T09:39:00.003+08:00

While I'm at home, doing nothing much.. Zzzz~~ (Phone vibrate) Chatted. :) And suddenly ask me to come out... ><><
Went out with him to Jurong Point.
Went shopping for new year stuffs. :))
Enjoyed it, although it's only a few hours... :D

Get well soon too!!! ^^

其实，简简单单的事，我就很开心了。。。就像，靠在你肩膀上，我已经满足了。。

失落沙洲

2011-01-17T09:30:00.000+08:00

又來到這個港口沒有原因的拘留
我的心乘著斑駁的輕舟
尋找失落的沙洲

隨時間的海浪漂流
我用力張開雙手
擁抱那麼多起起落落
想念的還是你望著我的眼波

我不是一定要你回來
只是當又一個人看海
回頭才發現你不在
留下我迂迴的徘徊

我不是一定要你回來
只是當又把回憶翻開
除了你之外的空白
還有誰能來教我愛

又回到這個盡頭我也想再往前走
只是愈看見海闊天空
愈遺憾沒有你分享我的感動

我不是一定要你回來
只是當又一個人看海
疲憊的身影不是我
不是你想看見的我

我不是一定要你回來
只是當獨自走入人海
除了你之外的依賴
還有誰能叫我勇敢

除了你之外的空白
還有誰能來教我愛

Movie (鬼也笑)

2011-01-14T15:23:00.004+08:00

Went to the movie in early afternoon/late morning with someone.
It's sorta a mini celebration for my O level results. :) Glad that he have the time, though it's only a while, I'm happy enough, cuz he honored his promise.
Switch seats when the movie was about to start. Hehe. The seats that I chose is so noisy... Switch to the opposite side. Hehe. :) Phew, there is not much people at that time slot. ^^
The movie was ok ok, both stories ending end so fast... The movie seems so short, but looking at the time it end, it's not short. Not really scary, and quite funny especially the first part. :D You'll benefit if you know hokkien. :)

To be honest, I feel quite uncomfortable going out with you, it gives me the impression that we're dating but the fact is we're not...
We are friends, close friends, that's all.
In the past, friends, now, friends, in future friends.
I don't want to think anything else more than that.

I'm afraid to fall in love, I'm afraid to get hurt. Please don't say you love me, you miss me. It's just make me phobia of you. I'm sensitive to these words nowadays... I don't know which are lies, I don't even know you well enough..

O level results~~

2011-01-10T23:03:00.004+08:00

L1R4: 12 L1R5: 16

Firstly, thanks to everyone who helped me along the way!!! ^^ Teachers, family, best friends and friends. :D Thank you. Honestly, I'm quite happy with my results, cuz I didn't expected it, till now, I feel like I'm dreaming... BUT I'M NOT.

But I'm kinda disappointed, cuz my parents and my big bro want me to go JC, I want to go poly cuz firstly, it's isn't that stress... And I barely passed my English yet you want me to take GP. Of course, if I worked superrrr hard, I could get good result. PROVEN. But it's not that I don't want to work superrr hard, it's actually easier to say than done....

I was so worried while waiting for my results!!!
Before going to the hall, a conversation between me and Mdm Heng...
J: I'm nervous
M: I can see from your fb. And are you attached?
J: :O Freaked out...
Cont...~~
Hahas.. Sad to say, I'm not...
And when it was my turn to receive the results, my hand was trembling while opening the letter... And I tore the sides by accident while it was trembling... XD

Went to Sakae with Char, Sher, Doreen and later with De Xin and Chen Wei together. :) Have fun. :)

Really happy and shocked to see you. :D
Can see you're really happy for me. :D Thanks!!! :) Really happy you replied today morning, it really brightens my day!! ^0^
I don't look like the study study type meh??? You guys thought I could score badly.... >< “够朋友” Oh well, now I prove them wrong. :P Thanks for giving me suggestions on what course should I take. Sorry for picking on the choices you guys give me... And in the end, you guys give up and call me to be a prostitute... >< I then don't want!!!!!!
Really hope you can celebrate with me~~~!!!
HAHAS. :P 等你有空的时候咯。。。><

*Specially thanks to someone. 谢谢你教我那么多，真的谢谢你．虽然，几乎没有联络了。依然，谢谢你。嗯，我长大了，也是你教会我的。你就这样走了，真让我长大了。起初，气咯，但慢慢学会了放手。今天，再次看到你的信息，满开心的，但不那么开心了。嘿~~ 是因为害怕吗？害怕再次失去你吧。。。嘿，还是那句话，谢谢。:)
一起努力吧，我为学业努力，你也要努力赚钱哦！:)
Cherish the friendship we shared, best friendship ever. :)

110106

2011-01-06T09:17:00.002+08:00

Well, I'm gonna blog about yesterday though...
I went to work! :D Okays, sort of. Helped my aunt with 7 books of data entry!!! OMG!! My eyes so pain larhs!!! Continously lols!! ><>< Hehehe. :D

Get to learn something new there too, taught by one of the elderly in the home. :X HAHAS!! LOVE THE SCENT!! @_@ Hehe.. :D

有人说：
“爱情开始是甜蜜的到中间是平淡无味…………到最后就变成痛苦和眼泪。。。我想这世界上以没有什么天长地久只有曾经拥有…………”
满赞同的，天长地久就应该只能在童话故事里找到。Reality 是残酷的。。。

两人静一静吧。我好累了。
静一静吧，在看会怎样吧。。（我好害怕。。。）

28, 29 Dec

2010-12-30T11:29:00.003+08:00

28 Dec: Went swimming with Charmaine, De Xin, Doreen and Doreen's family members at Choa Chu Kang Complex. :)) The weather is so cloudy, as if it's gonna rain anytime, and it drizzles when we're about going to the complex, luckily it stops as soon as it started. ^^
It was fun!!! ^^ But while queuing for the slide, it's so cold!!! Brrr~~~ So Charmaine & I only played it once and we went swimming for a few laps. :))
It feels so good to swim again after so long so long...
This was the starting of muscles ache...

29 Dec: Went back to dance in the morning reluctantly, cuz my arms are really aching due to swimming. D: But of course, I went back, I miss everyone, it's like so long I did not see them! And it's true that it's really long never see them.
Doreen and I went weight-lifting by buying Chicken Rice for all the juniors... :) They are heavy!!! But still, we managed to carry it back! ^^ Hahas, really muscle ache liao lol now!! Have muscles le... >< style="font-style: italic;">* I dunno if any of you will see this, but ya, I just type how I feel here...
"I will not say who's at fault, etc.. cuz I don't know the whole issue. But I hope you guys will come to a point when none of the friendships are broken. Jiayou jiayou for SYF!!!"

Went to Danish's house for the Reunion BBQ party at evening....

101214 ♡

2010-12-14T18:44:00.009+08:00

I love today.

T_T

2010-12-10T21:36:00.004+08:00

Sobs.... T_T

1.
2 days before, I went to the dentist... >< To whiten my discoloured tooth, cuz a few years back I had a bad bad fall, which hit my tooth... I think this would be my last bleaching as that's like the maximum I could do... T_T Please please hope it would whiten! ^^
I had to suffer injections again.... To me, injecting stuffs on your tooth or gum sucks the most. It hurts a lot!!! :( I thought after my braces, I would not have to suffer the torture... I'm wrong... :(
So ya, I have to do it again... :(

2.
I was not playing and was serious about curling my hair with my curling iron. And sobs... I burnt my neck with it!! Now, it look like I have a kiss mark on my neck... T_T or I was attempting to hang myself but failed... T_T The curling iron was on the highest temp. can!! :((
I am seriously panicking just now... :(
It's so obvious and it's on my neck!!
Wanted to ask my hairstylist what to do but but he today off.... Sobs....
I was thinking that hairstylists should know how to handle it isn't it? Since it's curling iron...
**I have once came across a hairstylist's blog, she say by putting your saliva on the place burn immediately could prevent blister.
(I haven tried and don't dare to try it... Hahas, readers if you happen to read this, and tried it, tell me if it works!! ^^ Thanks!! :D)
Suddenly I saw a gleam of hope.
My bro online. ^^ He replied me.^^ But in the end, his solution is put medicine lols...(This one, I also know...) But still, thanks!!!!! :D
HAHAS, he very funny(?) lols, I was panicking like hell, and he keeps ask me stuffs about ... keep call me to ask "someone" else. LOLS!! >< HAHAHAS!!

Feeling better now, no hot hot le and it shrinks, but the red darkens(still red... ><). Now, it really looks like a kiss mark!! <3???
Add on on 11 Dec: Now it had a blister... :(

姑姑 & me!

2010-12-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

Went out with my aunt(姑姑, that's how I call her) to Raffles City to buy Royce chocolate for her dunno who. I agreed to go with her cuz she don't know where is the place, hahas, how nice of me... Hehe! ^^ We took MRT when she drive lols... >< Cuz today is a weekend and there is city area, most likely the parking lots will be very packed and ex too... So parked the car at Jurong East and took MRT. ^^

Alighted at City hall~~ Went to find Royce~~ Bought tons of chocolate... And 3 boxes of Chocolate for me and my family of course. ^^ Hehe, thanks!! ^0^
Was tired and thirsty so went to FRUIT PARADISE~~~ ^^ Love the tarts there!! ^^ My aunt treat~~ Below are the pictures...

My Aunt & I
(Yes, we do look quite alike but she's really not my mother!!!)
My Aunt's fruit tart. ^^
JingMin's Strawberry + Berries + Chocolate Tart. ^^

Then we went back home after that.... ^^

Last pic...

Jiang jiang~~ MEEEE~~ ^^ Hehe~~ ^^

101127 Day out~~

2010-11-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

Day out with Mom, little bro, Joan! :))

Jingmin shows you:

Today, let's let the pictures do all the words... :D
Good night everyone, I shall continueeeee with my wii!!! ^^ Byes~~~

Tired yet happy day!

2010-11-27T09:54:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I'm so sorry for not blogging when I said I will blog tomorrow(which is yesterday) in my previous post. The reason is because yesterday I'm super super super tired. Well, I'm quite happy yesterday although I'm tired cuz I completed everything that I had planned except blogging..

Found, washed, cleaned the trays for making jelly. SO MANY TO CLEAN, SO TIRED!! I searched high and low in the small yet crowded store room for the jelly trays lols!! And it is hidden behind the big big water container.. ><
Went out to buy chocolate for the cupcakesss~~ <3
Baked cupcakesss~~ The vanilla flavour cupcakes sorta succeed. But not the chocolate ones, cuz I did not add sugar and I over-baked it. :( The reason I did not add sugar is because the chocolate is damn damn sweet already, so there is no need to add sugar but the cupcakes turned out is not sweet AT ALL! :( It's okay, I shall learn from my mistakes.
I read a story to my brother. :)
I tidied up my table, clear my files, now my table is empty. :))
SLEEP LIKE A PIG AS SOON AS I'M ON MY BED~~~~

Of course, while doing the chores, I'm still on fb, on the internet, on the com. :))
Enough for what I did yesterday. :)

Let's talk about 24 & 25 Nov. :)

24 Nov - Charmaine, Shermaine, Chen Wei and I went KBOX!!! :D It's sorta a farewell party for Shermaine since she's leaving to Hong Kong. It's was fun but one thing bad is that it is super cold in the room, so so so so cold!! :(( Before we went to Kbox, we went to eat our lunch at Ishi...(ain't sure what's the full name...), and Chen Wei pronounced it as Eat Shit something.... HAHAS!! DAMN FUNNY BUT DAMN BAD LOLS. HAHAS! Sang a lot of songs. :))

Here is an photo of what we took...
For more photos, please check out my fb album :))

25 Nov - Sending Shermaine off...
Doreen, Charmaine and me went to the airport to send Shermaine off. We chipped in together to buy a gift for her. Hope Shermaine will like it. :D We were there early, so we walked around. :)) After Shermaine and her mom came and checked in their luggages, we went to have our lunch, it was Sher's mom treat, thanks!! :) After that, we sent Sher and her mom off. :)) Cya soon Shermaine during Jan. :)

Okays, I shall end here today. I'm running lateeeee now, gonna go shower and go out with my mom to I don't know where, is it Raffles?? :S HAHAS!!
BYEEE~~~ Have a nice day ahead, everyone! :D
Pictures? Sure if I have the timeeee to take any. :)

Resigned. :)

2010-11-25T22:47:00.000+08:00

I worked for a day on Tuesday and I resigned the next day morning. OMFG, XD... Okay okay, I know I know this is not something to be proud of. I know it's really fast but since I can't take the work load of this job, I might as well resigned. It's better to resign now than to resign during Dec, when the shop would be extremely busy, isn't it?

Thanks for those supporting me to resign(although I might not know why you support me???). Yes, I underwent a mental struggle(internal conflict ^^) whether to resign or not to. Well, there're pros and cons. Well, one very good point to not resign is of course money will be earned. ^^ But thinking from another angle, the pay offered is not really good, there is no increase in pay on weekend and even on public holiday such as New Year Day!! ><>< You see, if you know me well enough, I dislike memorizing like how much I hate... , so how on earth do you want me to memorize the locations of numerous number of uniforms. Well, yes, "practice makes perfect", I agree with this quote. But I can't memorize!!

Anyway, on the first and the last day of work, I learnt a lot of things and I met 2 new friends, Miao Hui and Pauline. :) It's a great pleasure to meet them, and I'm guilty for like leaving them there, without telling them I resigned or what, I'm sorry!! :(

That's all for today, sleepyhead me, gotta go sleep~~~~~~~~~ Night, will blogged about what happened on 24 & 25 Nov day out tmr. :))

Prom Night

2010-11-20T09:33:00.000+08:00

Zzzz~~ I have no idea why my phone is on my hand, and yes, it vibrated and I'm awoke... Intend to sleep till to night lols~~ Okok, I shall not be a pig~~ ^@@^ Hehe~~

Anyway, PROM PROM PROM~~ The much anticipation Prom Night~~~

Pictureesss first~~~ ^^

Let's' start with meee~~ ;D

Last pictureee, end with me too~~~ ^^ This is took at De Vella, the salon where I get my curl curl hair... (It's so curly) Well, I was not expecting this curl curl, so curl curl~~ But Charlotte says it will slide down later on, due to the weather, etc... However, my curls did not went down(I feel), and what's better is she only use spray lols(nothing else)!!! :O Btw, I didn't know a straightener can curl hair too(slight curl~)!!! Ha!, I should buy a straightener next time~~ I love my bangs!! ^0^ Cuz no big big holes~~ ^^

And yeah, I prefer my no make-up look!! I don't really like make-up especially thick make up!! :(( And it's hurting my eyes~~ Sobs... :(( And my $ gone gone gone~~ T_T

Prom Night
The food was okok, most favourite dish is the cake~~ ^0^ Hahas~~ But the portion is so small, I have to take so many pieces to make up a slice of cake. XD But I know, it's suppose to be that way, of course. Erm, I don't think the 60 dollars was well-spent. :(( The programmes line up was kinda boring... Compare with the previous years, I think previous years were so much better, teachers sing songs, etc... But this year, there is not much performance except the ones which was prepared by the students.

My most favourite part is taking pictures, I think.. Hahas~~ And thank you Uncle, for bringing us to outram! ^^ Train-ed back to Clementi~ And dad came to fetch Doreen and me back home~~ Went to 打包肉挫面 before going home~~ Hehe!! Cuz I was hungry~~ ^^
By the time, I was fresh and clean, it was already 2am!! T_T I slept at 3am ++ after uploading photos and do some stuffs while waiting for my hair to dry. I doze off while uploading the photos leh..
And I said "I don't care after upload, I'm gonna sleep, I don't care if my hair is dry or not! Will headache or not." And I slept~~ ^^ and guess what just now when I woke up, my hair is still wet!! PRO! HAHA! And I realize I shouldn't do my treatment yesterday cuz I used so many heating tools when styling my hair lols(So damaging~~)!! >< But my hair is still a little smooth~~ ^^

In the past, I'm afraid to fall in love with you. Now, I realize I'm in love with you. I love the way you are treating me now, but the more you treat me so well, I'll fall in love with you even deeper. :( Do you love me? I'm confused...

Preparation for Prom Night Part 2

2010-11-19T08:59:00.000+08:00

Sort of the last day of school of the year today. What's more we don't have to wear school uniform. :P

Seriously, I have no idea what to bring to prom... Well, wallet and cell phone is a must-bring items, dilemma over retainers and spectacles. :(
Rant to my friend about it:
J: I don't know what to bring to prom, the bag is so small~~. A: Bring those that are important lols. Don't think too much, it's not as if you're gonna get marry.
HAHAS!! He's right, why should I fret so much, it's not the most important day of my life. :) But still, I'm still fretting~~

Anyway, I'm back home from my treatment~~ I want to sleep now~~ I'm just not the type that will sit still on the chair for long long time, so I wonder how would I be like if I do rebonding.. Hahas! I <3 my hairstylist! Hehe~~ OMG!! If they see this entry, they will so laugh at me the next time they see me.. Cuz they did so today, thankfully one of them(my enemy is not working today) or we will quarrel again which I hateee! HAHAS! I'm so so so boreddd at there, so he gave me a book and guess what book I read, culinary book lol!! But the salad prawn in the book looks delicious~~~ ^^

And why why why so many ppl like to imitate my voice? :O

Gonna go eat my brunch now~~ Byes~~~

Re-open of my blog

2010-11-18T09:44:00.000+08:00

A moment ago, I closed my blog because I have nothing much to blog about. However, after I closed down my blog, I realized I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT IT. Hahas!! XD What I meant was actually, after I closed down my blog, very often I want to blog but couldn't do it. :((

So I re-opened it. ^^ HURRAY~~~ HAHAS! :D
Well, I suppose this issue is like how the saying often goes, "Once you lose something, you would only then start to cherish it." For me, I'm lucky as what I had lose is my blog, which I can either retrieve it or open another blog easily. :)

Anyway, if you had realized, I did not make much changes of my blog except the blog skin, etc, the blog link is still the sameee~~(I couldn't think of any good link...). I won't blog so much of K-Pop now(I hope), since I sorta lose touch with it nowadays due to the Prelim and the O'level. :(

*Tag if you can, if you read my blog (This way, I know someone is reading my blog and I can rest assured I'm not typing to the space :S )

* Tag to be link/relinked (Sorry if I did not link you cuz when I was sorting out the links of my previous blog skin, I realized many people's blog appear this "The blog you were looking for was not found." so I did not link it. Sorry.)